The last message...
The day before the operation she wrote me and ask forgiveness for any known or unknown violations of my rights during our 20 years old friendship... And said "This operation will not result good, I am feeling, I think I am going, you will stay for long and represent the source of your spirit here on Earth, as you always did, for sure we will meet again." She was lying for almost 3 weeks unconsciously in the intensive care bed after the huge cancer operation. Nasal feeding tube was hurting her nostrils. It was moving up and down. Under the plasters which fixes the tube to nostrils small wounds developed slowly... Every 4-5 days I was asking her situation to family members, there was no change, her brain was damaged and she was unconscious, there was no hope ... I couldn't go to visit her in the hospital... Day by day I start to feel an unbearable itching inside my nose, later small wounds appear on both sides of my nostrils... There was no reason, the itching and wou